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Hey! it's been a long time since ive last posted!!! anyways been kinda busy with school and stuff...but it's ayt..well not really well You see Im Kinda confused about wat I want to Do with my Life...

There's a Part of Me which wants just to Own my Performance Shop and be an Entrepreneur...
Another part of me wants to Fulfill my Lifelong dream of becoming a Race Car Driver, be it in Touring Cars or Formula Cars...and there's a part of me to be something even more than that...

Well I remember what my Dad told me once.."Aim For Excellence and You will go Far Above it,Aim for average and You Will go Far Below it" which i think is True By The way...and try to apply in my life right now...

If I'm Lucky maybe hitting 2 birds with one stone;Like Own a Shop and Race at the same time giving me a Marketing Strategy :D

But Still I'm kinda messed up coz there's this Character Flaw of mine which always wants the easiest way out of things in anything i Do...and It's hard to change although i want to...

And one more thing I keep on telling myself to Thrive on Pressure and be more Competitive with all I do..but somehow i end up going against a brickwall...

Plus just thinking about how hard it is to Apply to a Good university much more Stay in it is kinda Pressuring me more...and comparing it from a College which is by the way,more Easy Go lucky type of thing...is like comparing Apples to oranges or More appropriately Chocolate and Shit! and Im not exaggerating at all!!

Well wish me luck...I just wish things will turn out the way I hope it Would be.. But as the saying Goes.." Bahala na si Lord" =D ehehhe

High School stuff

This Happened During 1st Year HighSchool...I'll Summarize the Story na lang mahaba eh..=D Our Section had an Interaction with C.S.R(Colegio De Sta. Rosa) tapos in short(modesty aside) naging Heart Rob ako sa Section namin (wag na umangal ksi totoo promise!honest!!)...and then there was this Classmate of mine lets call him D. as far as I can Remember D. Approached me one time tapos humingi ng tulong sakin about a girl from the Interaction...lets call her J. anyways si D. may Crush kay J. tpos si J. my crush sakin!(ehem!Heartrob nga kasi ako nun!kulit mo!ayaw ksing maniwala eh!!Modesty Aside!=p)

ayun tpos I got the number of J. bago pa nghingi si D. ng tulong ksi ang purpose ko eh mag-Fishing ng Info tungkol dun sa Crush ko.. anyways, I introduced D. to J. One time thru 3-way calling..tpos ayun things were going good until one time we had an arguement nde naman siguro mattwag na arguement..prang nagbibiruan kmi tpos e1 k i blurted out the reality!!pero it turns out eh i hit a very sensitive spot ni D. after that everything changed!ayaw na nya kong pansinin bsta tpos lging ako alaskado dti lagi akong inaasar etc. ayun..ehehe now im pondering about what if i did'nt say the thing i said and we remained friends??siguro nging best friend ko pa un...ala lang ehehe kinwento ko lang ehehe

1st post for the new year!!

I know i have'nt been posting lately...ala lang medyo tinatamad lang ako ehehe...anyways Last week was a Bummer Week start na ng New Sem pero kakupalan ang sked ko dis SEM!!!PUTA!!leche!!ehehe well enough of my Ranting..Ill Try to change it tommorow ehehehe tried once but it only made it worse!!! :(

Anyways Ive been thinking about whats ahead this New Year...I hope It will turn out better than last year...I'm pretty Optimistic...about it really...

Basta Excited na kong matapos kagad tong Sem na to at mtapos na ung Course ko!!hopefully this is my Last Semester for my Current Course..=D and then move on to another one..I hope my Desire and Drive to finish my current and future studies will still be Burning till the fat lady sings!! :D

Basta Importante matapos ko muna ung Ngayon at Maka-Uwi ng Pinas!!!for the Summer!!!excited na ako!!!!ehehe it's only 4-5months away!!!:D coz im Really Homesick maybe that's why im thinking about stuff like the ones below for example..

About Life...i still can't get over some of my hurdles in life(err read my second post and ull understand wat im saying) I know i've got to move on...Life is all About Changes..and People Change....Or maybe The Click and Whirrr mechanism(something I read in A Psychology Book[Influence]) is kicking in on me.. oh well I guess that's Life.....

On the Other Hand, Im always pondering about the "what ifs??" in life..ung tipong wat if ganyan or ganon ung ginawa ko etc will my life be any different...what if iba ang naging barkada ko...
There's this one instant that Im pretty much sure Change the Course of my HS Life or even my Life...

Anyways ill post it some other Time... =D