Another Day

Well it is yet another day well wasted...nothing extraordinary that i did today, just played Smackdown vs. Raw on PS2 the whole day watched around the world in 80 days on DVD, did the laundry typical Canadian Saturday for me...

Anyways on a serious note.. I was just thinking about my Friends well i should say Former Friends.. the thing is that since the day I came here everything changed...i don't feel that warmth of friendship anymore,i feel abandoned not necessarily betrayed perce but in a sense i feel that way...anyways everything they said to me before i 1st left were lies..kesyo magchchat daw kmi once in a while they'll keep in contact etc...stuff like that did'nt materialize..
I remember one of them saying "Nde ako nagkamali sa pagpili ng Tropa/Barkada" well i guess i am the one who picked the wrong tropa...

The last time i went home for Vacation (May-Sep) everything was not the same...prang na-OOP ako pagksama ko sila...i said to myself siguro dhil tagal akong nwala and mdyo mtagal din kming nde ngkkta ng tropa..pero i was right I felt alienated...iba ung feeling specially kung mgkksama kming lahat...ewan ko ba..hirap i-describe some of them...to quote one of my former buddy's Gf"nakita ko ung gnawa nla syo...Di ba parang iniwan ka nila" which is true i just realized then and there na oo tama ka..iniwan nila ako sa ere...which msakit pro ewan ko..dont get me wrong i am angry pero i dont know wat to do...its just that sila lang ung tinuring kong tunay na tropa...

Anyways thinking about the positive side of things I guess God has His own reasons why im going through this phase in my life..Everything has a reason...i just have to Trust Him...

Pero ngayon plang alam ko na Magka-ayusan man kami nila...sa tingin ko nde ko na mababalik ung dati...ung tiwala at lahat na dati meron sila...

anyways thats all for now...-Peace Out!